One Day Before Ied...

one day before ied adha last year, it was a complicated day.. complicated feeling
i remember that on thus day i had to prepare everything for my trip to Bangkok, in other hand i didn't wanna lose the feel of the holy day. it was hard to make a decision between stay or go.
yeah.. i was perforced to take an Ied pray in Semarang with my aunt.
feel strange? yeah.. little bit. since i was a child, i always do it with my dad, mom, or the other family and in my hometown.
but on that day i feel alone -yeah not really, just for describe what's i feel-
two days after took sholat ied, i left Indonesia to Bangkok. and it was the holy day (The Tasyrik days). so I pronounced "Allohu akbar..Allohu akbar.. Allohu akbar... Laa ilaa ha illallohu Allohu akbar. Allohuakbar walillahilham" in the bus which departed to Jakarta. i hadn't taste the cooking of beef made by My Mom :(


Now... one day before Ied, i just stay at my rooms in my boarding house. again.
But, i am not in a pinch,  i do it in one's sober senses. purposel, i wanna spend the sholat Ied in Semarang with my friends. i wanna feel the new experience. wherever it will be, i just wanna do it together. perhaps it would become my last Ied Adha in Semarang. i hope so, because i wish i get my graduation on next July (at least... amiien)


it's funny when realizing that the mind of people chance everytime. sometimes you feel sad, angry, strange with the new situation, but in other time you'll enjoy the new moment. hmmm..... that's a man. unique, funtastic, incridible...


so, just prepare yourself Hun, and where's the destiny?? i'll enjoy it. :D